on thee phone

so0o im multi tasking right now.. im on the phone wit tha do0de who hurt me and im thinking to myself whyy?!
all he is doing is distractin me.
cuhs i still gotta finish my other finals paper and project...

but luckily i can type fast! =] 60wpm wo0hoo damnn proud of myself!

in this convo im having with him he says

"He say, He wished he coulda met a girl like me earlier in Life. Why didn't he know me before. But I say, You never knew a girl like me existed."

That means:: I came too late =[ ;; and he was missin out on the good stuff like me!

im still hurt.. because it sucks knowing the only guy who can stop me from crying and hurtin me is the ones thats doing it to me

quote!

"What's the point of dreaming, if you don't dream big ?"


n0w thiink about that!

AMANDLA

well after writting my final i figure its best to write this last entry well maybe not last but i figure to write this entry on amandla.
why?
because i felt that in Amandla there music is very powereful and have a significant meaning to it.
i compared Amandla music to my music that i listen to and its nowhere near close!

what i found was intresting that today modern music always talk about the same stuff..
LoVE
CHEATERS
HURT
GANG
DRUGS
H0ES
&&BiTCHES
^^ no offense


but thats h0w music are and n0w and days
in order for it to be successfull it gotta be a club hit ya kno..
but see thats kind of sad that young kids actually listen to these music and be infulence by them..
well in Amandla they are influence by them but in a good wayy...

respect;loyalty& tru love goes..

Respect, Loyalty and true love all go together! One no greater than the other, neither of the 3 can stand alone!

Respect is BIG, most of us know what it is. But few of us truly understand what it means. Respect shows character, when someone has respect for their BF/GF theres just certain things he or she wont do! (Ex. My good friend once told me, You love your mom... but do you respect her? Would you curse around your mom.. Would you lie to your mom?) Think about it though.. We all have much LOVE for our mother or father.. but ONLY a rare few of us "Respect them to the fullest", A person would f**k you up over their mother, but sure as hell curse or disrespect their mom. And thats my point exactly, to truly LOVE someone there must be RESPECT first. Now ask yourself, Do you love your Man or Woman

Loyalty ... wow, We all have an idea as to what "loyalty" means. But again I ask you my friend, "Are you a Loyal person" -PAUSE- Before answering this question.
Can you be put in a tempting situation and survive the test of time? Can you argue/fight with your GF/BF and not talk for months and still remain faithful.. haha -PLEASE TAKE YOUR TIME- Then answer that one. Can you be trusted thousands and thousands of miles away? Common once said in a song "Faithful to the end" Could you be faithful to the end, through thick & thin, the ups & downs, the rumors, the lies that people whisper in your ear? In the grand scheme of things what Im trying to say is loyalty is a commitment to someone, we do live in a sinful world.. a world of trickery and evil wrong doing. But if you can fight through the pitfalls set by mankind & remain loyal to your situation you are certainly worthy of calling yourself "Loyal". Remember ONLY the STRONG survive. i want whoever's reading this blog to let that soak ... again "Only the STRONG survive"

True love is composed of so many things. True has you nervous & on edge, because your ALL is in it... And by far am I an advocate for putting your all into something. But, True love requires 2 people, both party's playing the role of car parts with ONE GOAL and thats to move. True love can not be mistaken, i promise you.. It is a feeling like no other. The devil is hell couldnt distract "true love". True love is beautiful, everyone wants or would like to have it, its so beautiful that it can make a person's "soul" pretend like a story that they dont want to end. Last Im going to leave you with this.. "We walk and stand and .. we fall in it, with the right companion we all in it" - Common "Love is"

-In the end its a place i got to be

REAL CHOP!

"Sometimes it just takes patience for everything to happen. You won't get respect in just one day, you can't be in love with someone that you just met & you won't be able to forgive yourself in a second. I've learned that helping people is good, but helping someone too much won't let them grow. You grow by making mistakes, getting hurt, & learning from your regrets.Thoughts are there to help guide you to your decision. It's you that have to take that first step into the pathway of happiness. It's your doing that makes you who you are. Don't assume; get your fact straight. THAT IS WHAT MESSES UP A LOT OF PEOPLE. There's always the true story & reasoning behind everything. We are all different, but have one thing in common; we all want happiness. It is like we're all trying to fight for it, trying to get what we want & it makes us forget the whole reason why we wanted it in the first place. Nobody said life is going to be easy; life is what you make of it. Change for the better; don't change for someone else. Change for yourself. Don't be selfish. Don't limit yourself from doing things just because you don't think you can make it through. REMEMBER -- time isn't going to wait for you, so make the best of it."

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rhythyms of resistance

on this video notes::

I remember everything they do for example singing and dancing has a symbolic meaning and msg to it. it could be hatred; love; anger etc...
although i didnt understand it i felit like i did. because of how they was singing it. i felt there passion for it. even little kids was singing and dancing to it. i can recall i remmebr they was singing a song about white ppl . liek talking down on there but yet they still work for them.. because they need the money to feed their family..

heres a video that you can check out..


click playyy

video ahhaha!

made my dayyy!